Mindbursting Night I was blissing out in bursts of thought until 2 in the morning last night. For the average human that’s probably not a startle, but I’m one of those human animals that has a sleep cycle that I’ve stuck to most of my life. Lately, as age takes this body, it’s gotten to where I like to be asleep by eleven and wake up … Continue reading Neuroscience Hypothesis of Why You Can’t Sleep: Neurogenesis vs Memory
Caffeine is a stimulating bubbly stimulant that seems to make people irate. It also makes you jumpy and yet oddly stubborn. When tired we seem slower, we connect slower, pathways just seem to droop off. Yet on caffeine people jump into connections. They remember their keys and the last time they jumped out of a canoe or slapped a hoe. Just examples in my not … Continue reading Another Self Experiment for You: Studying on Drugs
I was talking to my neuroscience psychology professor today about realization I felt last night. You know how it can hurt to learn something? Such as when you take a math class and learn a whole new concept and it feels like your brain hurts? Well what if connections are like muscles? We break and regrow them, and feel a sense of pain. I’m sure … Continue reading The Literal Pain of Learning: Can we Feel new Connections Forming?
These posts are from an experiment I did in 2015 that I am moving over to this website. Dripping fudge caressing raspberries that’s a ton of days. Honestly, I’m so weared out from this, and yet the energy for it seems to grow each day. I care. An incredible much about this. As much muchness as my tiny body can bear. Someday, I will leave … Continue reading The McSuicide Experiment Updated Day Sixty
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