Sugar Devil

Variant: “The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn’t exist.”, The Usual Suspects (1995) I’ve never really absorbed the idea that sugar is bad for us into my bloodstream.  http://www.locallyhealthy.co.uk/story/features/types-and-causes-embolismsSure, I got a bit (/a lot) cult minded to the point of believing everything in the world was dying from carbs and sugar.  I daydreamed and narrowed my eyes at the idea of babies … Continue reading Sugar Devil

Losing RL Names to Become a Cavewoman Huntress

I keep forgetting simple tasks. The automatic is failing me. I forget names of semi-close friends. People who I’ve called the right names with no issues or even awareness of the fact I was doing it. Those names were solid and set in my mind. Yesterday I forgot Weston and called him Wesley then Winston…I think it’s because moments before I was thinking Jeffrey. Then I … Continue reading Losing RL Names to Become a Cavewoman Huntress

Similarities and Differences of Suicide Mind and Suicide Body

There’s a difference between the first suicidal and this one, but I wonder if it comes from understanding rather than true differences. I am still in control is the main juxtapose. When it happened on shake night I lost the feeling of being in control of my own mind. The thoughts were consuming and I truly believed they were meant for me. The suicide gods … Continue reading Similarities and Differences of Suicide Mind and Suicide Body

Another Self Experiment for You: Studying on Drugs

Caffeine is a stimulating bubbly stimulant that seems to make people irate. It also makes you jumpy and yet oddly stubborn. When tired we seem slower, we connect slower, pathways just seem to droop off. Yet on caffeine people jump into connections. They remember their keys and the last time they jumped out of a canoe or slapped a hoe. Just examples in my not … Continue reading Another Self Experiment for You: Studying on Drugs

Apparently Cheese Might Not Be Mentally Suited

Apparently dairy isn’t necessarily paleo. Our ancestors probably didn’t consume it because no other animals actually consume the milk of other animals. We’re special. Here is Mark’s article on it. Apparently sixty percent of humans can’t even properly accept it in their bodies. Why the fuck does it taste so good then? Sigh…this is actually an issue because my mind food blog MindLiftingMouthgasms.wordpress.com has dairy … Continue reading Apparently Cheese Might Not Be Mentally Suited