Have I mentioned that I sleep in a hammock now? I sleep in a hammock now. It’s making my dreams as vivid as reality. Last night this human captured me into water filled moments (more on this later) and a deep self awareness. Then my dreams held a less appealing human that rejected me over and over as I attempted to stroke and have him. … Continue reading My Dreams are Vividly Shaping my Reality
On that emotional eating: Something melted in venting because it trinkled about a couple of hours more and then faded out. Oddly it faded after eating that chocolate bar and another one. I wonder if there actually was a nutrient I was starved for. Too late to find out now. The amount of rejection is causing the other memories of the human to fade. Oh … Continue reading Venting Leaking Cures and the Mentally Disorded Friends
First of all a blog update. This blog has become way too cluttered with posts so I am going to be moving Box of Chocolates Experiments two over to a new blog. I will inform you humans of it when I do. For today I have two more video updates that deal with battling the bias in How Mental Disorders aren’t our Fault How Humans … Continue reading How Mental Disorders aren’t Our Fault: We Never Wanted Them
There posts are from an experiment I did in 2015 that I am moving over to this blog. A note on these charts. They are entirely self developed based upon what I have experienced so far. I show you them not only so you can see progress or scourgy lack therof, but also for you to use if you so choose. At first they might … Continue reading The McSuicide Experiment Day 63: Mental Data Update
These blogs are from an experiment I did in 2015 that I am moving over to here. So it is now 6:14 AM. I just got back from fucking Tim and being released from the oxytocin obession of Dustin. Combine the inability to see the future with oxytocin and you’ve got obsession. ADHD, the inability to connect to the future. A stop. Your body sees … Continue reading The McSuicide Experiment Day Sixty Two: Oxytocin Forming Obsession Connections
These posts are from an experiment I did in 2015 that I am moving over to this website. Dripping fudge caressing raspberries that’s a ton of days. Honestly, I’m so weared out from this, and yet the energy for it seems to grow each day. I care. An incredible much about this. As much muchness as my tiny body can bear. Someday, I will leave … Continue reading The McSuicide Experiment Updated Day Sixty
This is from an experiment I did in 2015. I am moving the posts onto this blog. Random theory lending moment on Instagram today from Paleo Foundation: Past Connections Eat the Present The ability to access the past To connect to it I fucking hate it. Let me just start fresh. We can clean out my connections with the hologram mindachine and just rid … Continue reading The McSuicide Experiment Day Fifty Three
