Similarities and Differences of Suicide Mind and Suicide Body

There’s a difference between the first suicidal and this one, but I wonder if it comes from understanding rather than true differences. I am still in control is the main juxtapose. When it happened on shake night I lost the feeling of being in control of my own mind. The thoughts were consuming and I truly believed they were meant for me. The suicide gods … Continue reading Similarities and Differences of Suicide Mind and Suicide Body

The McSuicide Experiment Day 59

Sleep Deprived Nutrients Controlled  Most important study update: I have never felt more comfortable naked. Remember when I was mind fludgered at sleep seeming like a nutrient depression that spiraled me into moments of uncontrolled scraggled anger? It was a crass anger I couldn’t convince my mind connections out of. Where the anger controlled me and blistered into wanting other’s death? I have been sleep deprived … Continue reading The McSuicide Experiment Day 59