PTSD as a Sexual Brain Freeze

O. Ever since Morgan ‘broke’ that halting of sexual release my body has changed. Literally. Down bellow things are flowing that haven’t for a long time. Isn’t that bloody fascinating?Well not bloody, more like a satisfied tug of liquid dripping down my leg. I might have to start wearing underwear. Then mum and I were sitting out on the porch watching the Kardashians. I used … Continue reading PTSD as a Sexual Brain Freeze

Morgan Sex Breaking PTSD

So,.,,, Well the title really fills you in huh? Just like me being filled shattered my body’s fear. It started with little fight responses. I scratched at him, bit him. Oh wait there was a reaction before that. Emotion restraint. He shocked my mind into a flood through my body, dripping hormonegenesis with a kiss. The chemistry reaction of pleasure tingles came out in reaction … Continue reading Morgan Sex Breaking PTSD

Young Alzheimer’s and the My Daughter got Raped Cleanse

I’ve been evaluating the lagging of my mind and my fathers. How I keep doing the same thing again and again. Fuck it though it’s been a couple of days. I can’t type out the exacts because they’ve faded. You see, I had the title to this post saved in my drafts, and haven’t completed it until now, but it’s still important and needs to … Continue reading Young Alzheimer’s and the My Daughter got Raped Cleanse

Fearful Resources might just be ChAnged rEsOuRces

So yesterday. My feet were in the grass as I moved them, my weight above them and pushing into the ground. It was after the long work of the day was over, from an office perspective. I wanted my mind to feel life again and to re-fragment its senses to Earth as it glitched away from the computer. My mind adapting to smells and wind, … Continue reading Fearful Resources might just be ChAnged rEsOuRces

Brain Projection: “I’m Disconnected. Fix my Chemicals Baby”

Brain Projection: “I’m Disconnected. Fix my Chemicals Baby” | The Box of Chocolates Experiment The brain knows it.No matter how far I get through my layers and shatter fear and feel life. No matter how much I reach into existence and love it and feel the journey explode forth into existence like earth fondling my veins. Life can still scream. I don’t escape the disconnect … Continue reading Brain Projection: “I’m Disconnected. Fix my Chemicals Baby”

‘Happy’ as a Brain Path

Can ‘happy’ be a brain path? Can it make it to where you only ‘see’ ‘happy’? Would the brain’s mechanism only path to ‘things’ that pathed to ‘happy?’ Especially if ‘happy’ is a hormone, say dopamine because I’m bad at the others, but it might not be. When that hormone is flowing it only takes you to the parts of the brain that it touches … Continue reading ‘Happy’ as a Brain Path