Why do OCD Brains Have Less Limbic Activation yet Involve Fear?

Well that doesn’t tell you of life. I get stuck, there’s so many paths to follow that backtracking takes days and then I find new trees to explore. If only those trees could talk. I think OCD is where the brain rebounds off the amygdala because it doesn’t activate the limbic system in order to complete its reactions.We’ve been a bit through this before. People … Continue reading Why do OCD Brains Have Less Limbic Activation yet Involve Fear?

Tea and Twinkies

Her laugh shatters glass and breaks the window to her soul The yesterday. Flittering flutes could take the melody of the background noise. In silence thoughts would dance to its tune. Yet maybe it is the song I listen to now that fills the brain waves of memory’s past.http://8tracks.com/igniparous/when-the-sea-fills-your-lungsEach day or night or both there is an awareness thought. A thought that so provokes my mind … Continue reading Tea and Twinkies

Brain Evaluation of Itself Whilst High Unedited Mindstream

So, I am at this loss, and maybe it’s a projection of lost resources. Maybe this sense of loss if even just from this moment, of being high, and wishing I had steak. You know right now, I truly truly wish I had steak. Maybe that is even from just seeing this picture. It took me  a moment to ‘realize’ that, because the initial flash was … Continue reading Brain Evaluation of Itself Whilst High Unedited Mindstream

Do we Disconnect our Brains from ‘Reality’ as an Adaptation?

…… Don’t know how word just…get in my head. You’ll feel the woosh. The mind blow. I need to just transfer my mind blow to you, like a hard drive of my mind you plug into yours… Then upload my chemistry into yours. Then you’ll feel the nerves explode from the roof of your head as uploaded neurons stimulate your reality. I hope we get … Continue reading Do we Disconnect our Brains from ‘Reality’ as an Adaptation?

Can Dreams Replace Reality in Schizophrenia

Dreams merged into reality more. I would remember them during the day with vivid flashes, oddly enough, as my brain is just realizing, they were more vivid than my ‘true’ memories. There was a ‘lag’ in general to reach into memories, but the moment I thought of the emotion attached to the dream, of not being able to help people, the dream vividly showed itself … Continue reading Can Dreams Replace Reality in Schizophrenia

Drugs Creating Adapted Brain Flows

I’ve been trying to figure it out Why it is that when I have sugar I’ll become a defective human being, and yet others eat it every day and they seem perfectly fucking fine. I’d wired it as they have adapted to the sugar in my robobrain, but my human side begrudged their superiority. I used to be able to handle the potent tingles of … Continue reading Drugs Creating Adapted Brain Flows

Dripping Clouds Soak Our Brains

So life right now.The Arizona water thing…well. It..sigh fuckThe things I would do if my parents were dead.You see the world is this game to me. Truly, it is. I don’t see the reality of it. All of the ‘game’ feelings you have when you play one, that it doesn’t matter if you fuck up because it’s all fake anyways, that’s how I generally feel … Continue reading Dripping Clouds Soak Our Brains