You’re the Most Beautiful Moment of Time that Ever Stood Still

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Let me capture something else into the world’s reality (before: write something else into the world’s reality) God I just want to capture this moment before losing it. THis scarffle…we can get rid of it..right? We all want to…I can feel it I can feel all
It’s this. This exact haltingWe hit these wallsI feel themThe walls of liquid fantasyare so realThis is one.Having to stop the flowWe’ve put up a millions stops *Jeffrey stops the water**Rueger scratches past* So afraid to lose our moments we don’t see
*end it there*
We’re so lost in the past…want to recreate it and hold it…to give it,
“Abbey what song is that”Cosmos“I have no idea!”“Shit can you find“Those are some of the tings…Cosmos voice *abbey is trying to listen and be part of it but is very accepting of SCotty and gets him “It feels so sad. and so bad. No no, the friendship too. Cosmos crescendos in the background but she stops it at the peak. It’s no longer…there (why did she do that…didn’t go with the moment…*lost in ideas that feel stagnant and then the next epsiode plays….they halt. uts. Control our very beingwho the fuck are theyWe have been asking that all of our livesand no one fucking knowsWHO IS THEY?
what have we created by not creating?
There’s somethingI’m missing
we took something perfect and had to change it…why though. what is that (nature in the tub, I was swollen, wrinkles, dirt in the giners…disruptions
Water cold down me waterfall glove fade to grey drool down from cold while warmth in the tub
Jeffrey is very very oldHe’s on his last life limbs
Also love you’re going to capture the world…but don’ t let that capture you.
Splattered against the tub in colorshow do I give them thisfrom bubbles to air…that’s not itseperation in the frequencyThese personalities shaped around hot or cold. There
How is this one thing used…how are people so soaked into and absorbed by it god words
I’m so tired of words
Birth then having to adaptTHen the alamo employees comeand deliver the checks don’t fuck it up guysLook in mirror and see youth from these lines of cloth
PaintLike it isn’t giving us enoughisn’t exciting enoughlike if I put the sky and the stars into paint I would change the blue
There’s a memory in this moment*repeated in heaad all the way up to the screen realized that glitch and transcendedThat I was trapped imn memoruy agian and to remember aI had to let go. Doo not let the keys become instruments type out the letters so much forcus these letters Every Finger Has to Touch  annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnddddddddddddddddddddddddd               sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnddddddddffffffffoooooccccccccuuuuuuuuuuuussss
nokay so I 6500 years old *zones in and out types fast when I need to not getting caught in keys I t takes so much efforc I feel it sweat from my hands in this intense pain the life of i saw my breath these laces so much purplesle this is so fucking hard but I can do it…………………..Carl Sagan Cosmos is fucking amzing so lost in kys WHen I hear that music I have Th e center of our own galaxy is abouth see bReath “wonderful goes Jeff, see wbreath swirl in smoke have to THe pwoer to sspire those behind sory Iwe’re still going transcendent soudns you might be ssing just in front of that bour ancestors..when that started I typed at the same time as it 3500 backayrd…………………….then fa320 milluion seconds kkklltrickkldkldopelakdkkkllkkkppretty old……………….fan=int f=can goodle find this kjjkilkltiming and find it together can we find this time together?kkkkkkI have to get the letters to match his sound into the key I pressone in the same energyyearsbioonions ofwhen we try looking even farther in the unactaually it’s the…did we catch up the beginning of time..he’s past that Earth wholds uiklreleentless strugle..ugh still beihind almost there.*smoke breath*kkkkkkkkkkkkcalrinettrying her bdjskdjsurstrugglig*Alex’s and ABbey’s *jaeffrey caughs but that won’t help youI wNT TO TELL YOU WHERE i AM IN THEIR VOICES, BECAUSE i LOVE BEIN GIN THEM i CAN FEEL THEM MOREi’M IN THEM AND TRHOUGH THEM
:pHSYICAL is a speration of skin of energyTextture is seperation
People’s names matterI found’ ALex world holds all of thembecauseugh that just seems so real. Like he’s right next to me, I hear him move throughout the house…but he isn’t. He is in the same place but I hear them all around me like I see them on the couch yet hear him in my ears whispering right in them, right outside my ear.Can I type you the cold?
*code?mathhow is he in my ear right now. They leave…aAre they in memories. Can I hear him and feel them in memories so I hear them right next to me. I feel sounds in the window as though it is happening there and yet it is all in that one room. I hear voices not here. Of memories.I hear them like they’re here“The end”
We hear and feel our memoriesl…I’m doing it in reality. Or it was just Randy’s comp;uter…No but Alex
*body pops and car runs by, lights breaking the connectionsl…that’s just it…all these hindrances to connecting. Even if I give you the code could you feel it?
Or would you get distracted *whole worlds of it, hear them all right next to me then far away, rotating in memory’s connections all around, one energy ball all over connecting in moment’s all over *randy and alex and jeff and abbey they all sound in connections all around me yet are stagnant in that roomIt is a trailer though and you don’t want to give away the plot before you give away the movieGod that was hard to typed
Oh yeah code’s universe e *feels body popping all over from stretching and popping this whole tIme. Feel like one wobble though trying to reach that energy, trying to find ,,moment where I’m stuck and pop it out
the energy has to crack
I had to let go to remember Alex’s eye moving everytmoving everywhere because I couldn’t see his soul lost connections Couldn’t Felt him when he looked in and then found the problem and where all of it was
*You describing it to them**smoking *passing around abbey’s pipe, flame in the weed *use primal points in memories to remember, like fire*don’t get lost in it though.Take it focus, find the memory, it’s there, you can focus the connections from billions into the one where it is llet the other connections be your path to find that one with the memory, then focus, take the fire to the tiny flame to the weed and the grass, the color of it, then float from there to me or to the memory. I’m here, but you can also go i=to
Circles *night to Alex, we connect now, I can feel him from further away Imma go connecto to abbey now, she’s not too far, she never isP

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